enoughenoughenough.
it's seriously driving me nuts.
i can't take it anymore lurhs.
thanks toby for trying to help me.
thanks qingshun korkor for th councelling. ;D
well,
girl.i only wanna tell u,i'm willing to forgive,
provided u tell me th truth.
stop covering up th lies u told & grinning away.
it's no use.it's simply making everyone hate u.
tell me th truth to th questions i ask u.
i miss th times,where we went to k-box,singing like siaocharbo.
th whole room rocks like siao,even when thr's only 2of us.
we got into troubles tgt.
we pon events tgt,in th end,did CWO.
we crap tgt.
we bully teachers tgt.
we do th same things tgt.
but now,everything seems real different.
give me a break.i'm tired of it.
everyone judges.
i'm not a virgin.
i need sex.
i'm cheap.
i'm a fucking bitch.
well,what u had said're alr said.
how they judge me is another matter alr.

it's only 8.o9am in th morning now & i'm alr awake.(:
went to vivo last night.
bought my shoes & a bag then headed to bugis. ;D
bought another white cardigan & black skinny ;DDDDDDDDD
& then went to have late dinner then head-ed home.
reach-ed home arnd 11pm.then use-ed th computer & stuff.
went to bed at arnd 3.40am.then woke at at 8.o9am.(:
i slept about 4hrs only. ;D hahs.
dark rings & heavy eye-bags right now.help.
will be heading to th hospital ltr on.sian-ed.

school is reopening soooooon.
& yes,i'm not even prepared.i know i gonna get alot of scoldings from every teacher.
my homework're all simply undone before i go for holiday.
damn.
anw,did alot of online shopping & bought alot of stuff. ;D
tues having a meet-up at yewtee also.wahahaha. ;DDD
anw,blog song changed.deliberately put it at tt side,it look kinda weird but it's better. ;D

seriously,i needa cut down on my smoking now.
my bones're showing,weight had dropped drastically.& i had become somehow restless.
mum's getting suspicious.
& i know,i can't smoke much,cos i will end up in th hospital. bluuu~

i know thr's simply bothering me.
but i can't explain it.
i've so much to mention to u,but yet,i can't find th word.
well,i could only hope,u get well soooooooon~~
& 3more days.hais.
let's wish for th better.
L.O.V.E

ciao!

back home finally.
& back to blogging. ;DD
chatt-ed with alina & jaslin last night on th phone until 12am.(:
alina is super duper lame! ;DD keep making me laugh like mad woman.LOLS.
then went to sleep(:
woke up at 6am & started washing my hair & preparing my stuffs to sneak out of home.(:
morning call-ed jaslin & alina to wake them up at 7am.(:
then jaslin couldn't make it as her mother was at home cos it's raining.
so,i went to marsiling with alina to meet up with th online girl to pay her $$ for my clothes.totally broke now. anyone willing to donate me some money now? ;D
then pay-ed her money then went to seven eleven.then train-ed to westmall aft much hesitation(:
th shops're all closed so we went arnd crapping again.(:
slack slack slack & trained back to cck.
alina is now at my hse & she's exploring my hse.LOLS. ;D

ok,i'm sooooo anxious for my clothes to arrive lurhs.(:
shall go shopping online now.
pictures shall do th rest then. ;DDD

th Dumbfamily's symbol.well,i tried my very very best to take th best shot & yet tt evil alina kept laughing at me. -.-
alina's a super duper retarded ass ;D
& yes,in conclusion,we could conclude tt alina's a super duper retarded pig.((((:

will everything be th same as before?
would ur promise become empty promises in th end?

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TIMECHECK: 4.47PM

mum's bring-ing me to world trade centre soon.
she going thr to do something?& will be going bugis to shop aft tt. ;DD
it's definietly great to shop with parents,cos everything i gonna buy ltr on will be paid for.(:
wish me luck for finding as many clothes as i want.wahahaha ;D
& according to th post i post-ed above in th morning,
i forget to mention something freaky happened when i went out.
i walk-ed to th bus-stop to bus-ed to th inter-change as it was pouring.
then i was walking damn slowly as my shoes is slippery.
& there's this lady,she talks very weird.
she walk-ed toward me & told me to "nian fuo jing"
then i said "huh"
then she said "nian fuo jing."
then i asked why.
then she told me not to ask so much & she just walk-ed away.
& i was damn afraid tt something might be following me,tt's why she call-ed me to "nian fuo jing".but i didn't nian lurhs. ;D
damn freaky lurhs.& somemore th auntie walk very fast siol.
but true enough,she's a human.

don't tell me this gonna be th end between us.
u told me u won't let go.
everything drew us apart,& one day,i'm afraid,we'll be apart.
i don't know what's my life gonna be w/o u.
because i'm use-ed to tt guy,
who's always thr making those faces when i'm sad/angry.
who's always thr teasing me.
who's always sweet-talking me.
who's always scolding me.
who's always thr tickling me.
who's always thr to kiss my cheek.
who's always thr to hear me complain.
w/o u,who'm i going to turn to?

Labels: come back to me

(insertname),if u had just pass-ed by my blog,
i just wana tell u,
if u aren't happy with me,
& u insist on spreading all those rumors,
i've got nth to say,i won't stop u.
but adrian is innocent.
so let's just get him out of it.
because i'm th only one u aren't happy with.
i don't know what i do,tt make u wana spread,
i don't know why u wana do all this,
i don't know why u became like this,
but since u're unhappy with me,
then let it be,
why must u tell all those lies to others,
making me th bad girl,tt seems to be always "bullying" u.
i don't need ur sympathy,
i don't need u to pity me,
i just want u to stop.even if u don't wana stop,i'm speechless.
but adrian did nth isin't it?
get th fact right before u do everything,
because everyone didn't owe u anything.
u brought all this upon urself.

life is seriously getting more & more fuck-ed up.
fucking hell lurhs.
ystday early night,quarrel-ed with this girl from teck whye sec.
& marcus told me he hate her too.she por alot of people in her school,no wonder.
& now,she ka my jiao wei for no fuck reasons.
heard from sherlyn tt she also ka her jiao wei.
saying tt she step-lian & stuff.(:
wow!so many people love her uh?
then late night,recieved call from ian.
hang down & tears drop down again.
then jess call me also.
& i told her everything,in th end,it's jean tt is lying can?
& one thing,u told jess tt is i kaopei u first then u go spread abt those things,
oh pls,it's aft u spread then i started telling u off.
get this clear into ur fucking mind.
don't always think tt alot of people love u cos u're choi or whatever shit reasons u have lurhs,cos i can't be even bothered by u,fucking bitch._l_

slept late last night lurhs,off my phone,didn't use th computer also.
locking myself in th room & fell asleep at arnd 3+.
woke up at 8+ & use-ed th computer.
& alicia ONG YUN PENG is so clever.
invaded my blog & mess-ed up my blogskins.
so change-ed blogskins lurhs. ;D
chatt-ed on msn & blabla~
deleted audition alr,cos th whole computer restarted cos of it. -.-
awww~~~
so was watching "la pi xiao xin" at youtube lurhs.
damn funny & it's sooo cute can?heh.
ok,i think i'm done with today's post. ;D

& yes,th dumbfamily.
they're simply my love. ;DD

everything is simply drifting apart.
& i'm afraid to accept th reality agn.
i hope everything tt is happening're not going to affect us.
& i hope,
everything would get better soon. ;D
promise me,u will nvr let me go,will u?

donedone.

Labels: i'm tired of all those tears

simply rotting at home.-.-
woke up at 8am+ & well,i went back to sleep.
cos i promised hubby tt i won't wake up early since i slept quite late last night. ;D
slept until 11+ & msg-ed hubby.didn't reply,
so went to play-ed th computer ;D
audition-ed.
wasn't on form today.my fingernails keep hitting th up button.damn.
kept dc-ed cos some fuck-nuts kept nudging me.
& in th end,nth important.
then muffins for breakfast.well,not bad lurhs.quite nice.
then used th computer & blabla. ;D
just finish-ed 1round of audition with jaslin & ivy & i dc-ed.wtf?
so,came blogging instead.

anw,my class blog is done.
credits to alina.(:
ok,i'm damn bored right now.
oh yesyes,
th lil baby boy cousin is born last night lurhs.(:
a prematured one.
well,i'm kinnda worried.
it's only 7mths.
his weight is not more then 2kg.
& he gotta stay in th incubator for at least 2month which cost $200 per day.
wtf?
& th doctors need to check if his organs're ok anot.
omg.awww~
found 2photos in my brothers phone. -.-
camwhored tt day with his n95.(:

when ur last finger cross-ed with mine,
u said u'll not let me go.
unless i let u go first,
adn i hope this won't become an empty promise in th end.

i promise i won't cry.
& i know this will be an empty promise i ever made.


0.o << some bitches breast are born liddat.
1big 1 small.
how pathetic!
jaslin will know who'm i talking about. ;D
i feel much better aft bitching about her with jaslin.
& yes,she's th cheap one.i'm not.
& yes,i'm a virgin,she maybe still 1,but she's not as clean as i'm.
& yes,i'm alot better then her.
& yes,she sucks like mad but i rocks like mad XD
& yes,she look like a guy with her current hair,not like me,although i have a retarded hair now.
& yes,she draws like shit.not better then mine.
& yes,she sings like fucking piece of shit.
& yes,she talk like gay.
& yes,she looks like those aunties who loves gossiping about other'people virginity.
& yes,she looks choi,but she's not.
& yes,she's none other then ___________. ;D
in conclusion,(insertname) just sucks like a piece of fucking shit.


adn lastly,my fugly pictures(:



shelia's out. ;DD

i sense we're slowly drifting apart.
sometimes,i can't sense ur love anymore.
what happened?
i want th past back.
why isit so different?
what did i do?

back to blogging.
didn't wanted to update.but,th promise i made for alicia.
awww~

sick in th morning.& i woke up @ 5am+.
i lie-ed on th bed until 6-7+am.
use-ed th computer.
& went to lie on th bed agn.
then use-ed com agn & blabla.
slept back agn,& was woken up by uncle's call.
told me tt his wife,which is my aunt? cannot ta han th pain alr,
& th baby's weak in her stomach.must do operation immediately to take out th baby.
awww~ & i could sense tt uncle was in a fucking bad mood.
then i call-ed grandma.told her abt it.
& th fucky thing is,she kept criticising my aunt.
as if everything is my aunt's wish?
wtf?
currently in a dilemma weather should go hospital or stay at home.
i'm fucking weak right now.but,i wish to see th baby also. -.-
ok,shall decide when mum's back,so tt i could have a lift thr for free also.(:
currently on th phone with ken.
he's giving me councelling right now.LOLS.(:
ok,honestly,i don't feel any better.

i might breakdown anytime.so try to leave me alone.
ok,chiong audi just now.
& some audi noobs were damn irritating.
i don't hate noobs.
i hate noobs tt says themselves lag,but still,they could talk so much when they so call-ed lag.
play-ed alot rounds of couple dance.
seriously,improve-ed alot on couple dance.
th most happy one is i got 4 hearts with 1guy.hahs((:
say i'm pro now. ;D

donedone with th update for today. ;D
oh yes,& my friendster's acc is ok alr.
comments comments!(:

i'm missing hubby right now.(:
ok,i know he don't miss me,but he miss my _____. herh~~
LOLS.(:

Labels: i hate my family.they sucks like mad.

moodswings,i wonder why?
anyone knows?

didn't able to sleep well last night.
stay-ed up to abt 12+ to 1,play-ed audi alone.
then went to sleep.didn't sleep well.
woke up damn early in th morning,prepared everything & went to meet hubby.
was thr early,so didn't call him,let him took his own sweet time since i'm th one early.
walk-ed him to school,then went to macdonalds to meet jaslin.
alina overslept agn.no wonder why she's name dumbpig.heh. ;D
ate at mac with jaslin.then soon ltr,weekiat call-ed.
then weekiat came to join us aft tt with hadi.
crap-ed alot & alina finally came.
then waited for hubby for his exam to finish.
then he came.
but i walk-ed off. ;D
then went to staircase with weekiat,alina & jaslin.
then meet hubby,while th others went back to school.
sat at staircase with hubby & blabla XD
then went back to school.late for maths. hahs ;DD
then went to jaslin's hse with alina aft tt to eat spaggetti. ;D
hubby join-ed us ltr.
then they play-ed audi,watch tv & went off aft tt.
went back to regent grove,played playstation myself.
i kept losing lurhs.& i was shouting all over th place.
play & played.
then took bus home.
saw eugenia & her boyfriend.
her boyfriend damn sweet to her can?envy envy*
then disturb them & bus-ed home.
& here i am blogging right now.

ok,i'm damn bored right now.
anyone can entertain me for awhile?
nbm.i shall audi now.
& hubby hasn't msg me.he's gonna get hell from me ltr on.
herh~

donedone ;D
pictures shall do th rest now.(:
she's simply my love.<3

simply retard ;D

SHELIA lhj
PONGPONG
GEMINI
EMO 3rdteen
13o694
striving my teenage life in unity sec.
unity netballer
single yet unavailable
attached27o7o7
blissfully attached to-adrian wmj
he's simply my everything(:,w/o him,i'm nth.
penknifes is my bestfriend.
i crys easily.
i prefers to be alone when i'm low.
i am hurt easily by other's comment.
my throats hurts when i am hungry.
a lady who is hard to understand
complicated to know.
i dont seems to click with pessimistic people.
i love animals.
i tends to laugh at everything whn my mood is grd.
i cant stand rude remarks.
i loves to daydream.
sacarstic(:
love to be LOVED
i wants things to go in my way.
i hates to entertain wildful tots.
i cant stand negative thinking
i tends to think of th smallest matter.
i am the way i am.dont JUDGE me.
i loves to make friends.
i can be friendly to u,i can be nasty too.
i smashes things arnd me when my mood aren't good.
i tends to slap myself when i'm down & out.
i love to be stubborn at times.
i tends to have negative tots when i'm down.
i change very fast.
care,love is all my heart asks for.



1ST MONTH.
2ND MONTH.
ALL RUMORS TO STOP
19th gate of hell!{watching with hubby,which means,fully book-ed }
'dead silence' movie with hubby.(:
haircut
spongebob stuffs ;D
grow taller ;DD
more habbo prepaids ;DD
more money
good terms with my parents
ipod nano
job
stop studying.
navel piercing.
emigrates to japan
hubby accompany me watch stars stars.
the freedom i once own
more clothes,shoes & blablabla~
new handphones
meet xueting
1/3 outing.
body tatoos
alina to be happy always ;D
jaslin find her prince!=/
LONG RELATIONSHIP
redang holiday trip.
movie=SECRET!!
our first kiss
PASS MY MATHS!
pass my chinese


adrian wmj,he's simply my everything.
ALICIA oyp
DUMB's family
dumbpigalina
dumbassjaslin
dumbhairME
alcohol
smoking
behaving like lesbians.
SHOPPING SPREEs
playing in th rain
$money$
hanging out
laughing
CHOCOLATES
pranking people.
talking on th phone.
lollipops(:



JEAN LIAN JIA YI
staying at home
NO MONEY!
LONELINESS
chinese
geography
gets scoldings from teachers.
hum-ji kias
naggings non-stop
hong-sters
step-lians
FLIRTERS
copycats
ppl give their fucking attitude
cheaters
xia lan kia
proud & highly-estimate themselves
exams,tests,studies
sacarstic people.
being accuse-ed.
pengwei kia.
LIARS.
hyprocrites
BOOTLICKER


bitch here(:

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